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The River

Teepee frontWhen your past meets up with your future what happens to your river?  (The blue is my river).  Mine runs both directions at once) The stars are my children, innumerable, the sun and the moon-parents.  Horses-strength.  There are many other details: a hawk feather-direction, my fence posts are bullets to remind me that I was able to build a strong fence with pain.  I’ll write about the woolf on the teepee door later.


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Back of TeepeeI grew up beside the river, and was quite a river rat, spending much time there.  My mother didn’t have to worry about her children playing near the river.  We respected its power, and avoided the danger spots.   My river runs both directions, to my childhood and heritage,  and toward my future, providing safe passage both ways.  I have complete trust in my past, and hope for my future.  No matter what happens, I know it has worked and will work for my best good.   Everyone at some point might as well say, “everything from my past has been for my best good”.  And, believe it.

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I’d like to introduce the rest of my teepee, but, like my eagle, I am dragging one foot. So, maybe the eagle is a good place to continue.

The eagle soars toward the blazing Son

The eagle soars toward the blazing Son

My eagle represents faith and courage, but also fear and hesitation.

The eagle soars toward the blazing sun,

blinded by the light,

unaware of the dangers all around.

As long as he/she is focused on the sun, she won’t be tempted by the distractions. But she drags a foot, because she loves the place where she’s been, and isn’t sure if she’s quite ready to leave it all behind.

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The fire gives off light The fire gives off light.

1 Samuel 17:34-37

34 And David said unto Saul,

Thy servant kept his father’s sheep,

and there came a lion, and a bear,

and took a lamb out of the flock:


35 And I went out after him,
and smote him,
and delivered it out of his mouth:
and when he arose against me,
I caught him by his beard,
and smote him, and slew him.

36 Thy servant slew both the lion and the bear:
and this ____(fill in the blank)_____ shall be as one of them,
seeing he hath defied the armies of the living God.

37 David said moreover,
The Lord that adelivered me out of the paw of the lion,
and out of the paw of the bear,
he will bdeliver me out of the hand of this _______.
And Saul said unto David,
Go, and the Lord be with thee.
My daddy’s name was David.
He died when I was 18.
See the drop of blood?
Can you see Old Chief Mountain?
The lion and the bear?
The pine trees represent my friends and relationships.
I am protective of my little pine trees,
and keep them safely on the other side of the line.
My God is not somewhere in the sky,
He is down in the trenches with me.
I have lived in the fire to rescue a friend.
Chief Mountain

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Wagon Wheel

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Can you name the parts?wagonblank The Symbolism of My Personal Covered Wagon

WHEELS: How would you label yours?

This is not about God; it is about me.  God in me allows me to think for myself, plan, and carry out the plan.  What do I need to keep myself moving?  Label your wheels with four self-propelling titles that cover your general well-being.  These are mine.  I need:

Focus:  Motivation & Organization

Belief:  If I think I can change I can change

Love:  Love and Social Support

Health:  Nutrition, Rest, Exercise

wheel 20


wheel 30wheel 40SPOKES: Where I spend my time defines my values & priorities or what is important to me.  Label your 16 spokes accordingly.

1.__prayer_____________9.___blogging _____


3.__talk radio __________11.___friendship_____


5.__family care_________13.___sleep_________

6.___community service__14.___thinking_______

7.___church service_____15.___writing_________

8.___ sewing & cooking __16.___shopping & errands

AXLE: The muscle of the wagon.  “There is LIFT in opposition

HUB: (Short for Hubby) Hub (husband)  must support the spokes and hold the axles, or the journey will be spoiled.

AXLE GREASE: Love…Must be plenty of axle grease for the wheels to turn and the axle to slide in smoothly. If not the wheels will squeak, wear, and the wagon will break down

WOODEN RIM: Well-Roundedness…Each round wheel rim is composed of four sections of curved wood that holds all the spokes in their proper place.   These four sections might be labeled:   Work, Play, Worship &  Service.  Bear in mind that Family, Church, Community and Self must have a presence in all four.  Each section must be well rounded in order for the spokes to stay in place, and the wagon to roll forward.

STEEL RIM: Refinement.  Metal strip is cut 1/2″ shorter than wheel circumference.  Refinement process of steel is like trials and challenges we face.  The fiery furnace melts the ends together and it becomes an eternal round.  Heat swells the rim again and it fits over the wooden wheel.  When the whole wheel is dipped in cold water, the steel rim shrinks and binds it all together.

BOLSTER: Guardian Angel. Sits on front and back axles, part of chassis.  Perhaps our guardian angel is just that close, bolstering us up throughout our journey.

CHASSIS: God is the power that carries us, gives us breath, and agency to create our own wagon and chart our own course. The chassis is the framework that holds the box flat and balances the weight.

WHIPPLETREE: Course correction, or repentance.  The equalizer bar between horses that helps in guiding the wagon

WAGON BOX: Our ship. Our safe container is our Savior’s Love. We enter the boat with Him and complete our journey “with Him”.  Our box must be tight so when we cross over the rivers of life it will float and not sink.

WAGON SEAT: Talents, Potential.  When we connect with our potential (wagon seat) there is no end to where we can travel.

CARGO: Things of eternal value: – Relationships with family & friends.   Knowledge, wisdom, understanding & LOVE.  Testimony

CANOPY: Our protection:   Our private values & personal Beliefs.  The degree to which we honor our covenants may be the degree to which we will be protected from evil.  When we stumble in life, check the canopy and repair the leaks.

CANOPY RINGS (BOWS): Goals, Our lofty Goals that reach heaven-ward.  Just like  bows that expand the space inside the wagon, so do goals expand our capability and accomplishment.

TONGUE: The Words we Speak often do guide our wagon because they are an expression of our feelings.

ALIGNMENT: Balance.  At-one-ment with God and with ourselves.

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Russell M. Nelson, “Endure and Be Lifted Up,” Ensign, May 1997, 70
[The] responsibility to endure is uniquely yours. But you are never alone. I testify that the lifting power of the Lord can be yours.
Early in our married life when Sister Nelson and I lived in Minneapolis, we decided to enjoy a free afternoon with our two-year-old daughter. We went to one of Minnesota’s many beautiful lakes and rented a small boat. After rowing far from shore, we stopped to relax and enjoy the tranquil scene. Suddenly, our little toddler lifted one leg out of the boat and started to go overboard, exclaiming, “Time to get out, Daddy!”
Quickly we caught her and explained, “No, dear, it’s not time to get out; we must stay in the boat until it brings us safely back to land.” Only with considerable persuasion did we succeed in convincing her that leaving the boat early would have led to disaster.
Children are prone to do such dangerous things simply because they have not acquired the wisdom their parents have. Similarly, we as children of our Heavenly Father may foolishly want to get “out of the boat” before we arrive at destinations He would like us to reach. The Lord teaches over and over that we are to endure 1 to the end. 2 This is a dominant theme of the scriptures. One example may serve to represent many passages that convey a similar message:
“Blessed are they who shall seek to bring forth my Zion … , for they shall have the gift and the power of the Holy Ghost; and if they endure unto the end they shall be lifted up at the last day, and shall be saved in the everlasting kingdom of the Lamb.” 3
Blessings bestowed by God are always predicated upon obedience to law. 4 Applied to my analogy, we are first to get “on the boat” with Him. Then we are to stay with Him. And if we don’t get “out of the boat” before we should, we shall reach His kingdom, where we will be lifted up to eternal life.
The term “lifted up” relates to a physical law that can be illustrated by a simple demonstration. 5 I will use a spool of thread and blow into the axial hole of the spool. The force of my breath will move a piece of tissue paper away from me. Next I will take an ordinary card and a straight pin. I will place the pin through the card. With the pin in the hole of the spool, I will hold the card close to the spool. I will again blow into the hole of the spool. As I blow, I will let go of the card so that it can respond to physical forces. Before I proceed, would you like to predict what will happen? Will I blow the card away from me, or will the card be lifted up toward me? Are you ready? [Elder Nelson demonstrates that blowing down the axial hole of the spool lifts the card up toward the spool.]
Did you notice? As long as I had sufficient breath, the card was lifted up. But when I could endure no longer, the card fell. When my breath gave out, the opposing force of gravity prevailed. If my energy could have endured, the card would have been lifted up indefinitely. 6
Energy is always required to provide lift over opposing forces. These same laws apply in our personal lives. Whenever an undertaking is begun, both the energy and the will to endure are essential. The winner of a five-kilometer race is declared at the end of five kilometers, not at one or two. If you board a bus to Boston, you don’t get off at Burlington. If you want to gain an education, you don’t drop out along the way—just as you don’t pay to dine at an elegant restaurant only to walk away after sampling the salad.
Whatever your work may be, endure at the beginning, endure through opposing forces along the way, and endure to the end. Any job must be completed before you can enjoy the result for which you are working. So wrote the poet:
Stick to your task till it sticks to you;
Beginners are many, but enders are few.
Honor, power, place, and praise
Will always come to the one who stays.
Stick to your task till it sticks to you;
Bend at it, sweat at it, smile at it too;
For out of the bend and the sweat and the smile
Will come life’s victories, after awhile. 7
Sometimes the need to endure comes when facing a physical challenge. Anyone afflicted with a serious illness or with the infirmities of age hopes to be able to endure to the end of such trials. 8 Most often, intense physical challenges are accompanied by spiritual challenges as well.
Think of the early pioneers. What if they had not endured the hardships of their westward migration? There would be no sesquicentennial celebration this year. Steadfastly they endured—through persecution, 9 expulsion, 10 a governmental order of extermination, 11 expropriation of property, 12 and much more. Their enduring faith in the Lord provided lift for them as it will for you and for me.
The Lord’s ultimate concern is for the salvation and exaltation of each individual soul. What if the Apostle Paul’s conversion had not been enduring? He never would have testified as he did at the end of his ministry: “I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.” 13
What if Jesus had wavered in His commitment to do His Father’s will? 14 His Atonement would not have been accomplished. The dead would not be resurrected. The blessings of immortality and eternal life would not be. 15 But Jesus did endure. During His final hour, Jesus prayed to His Father, saying, “I have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do.” 16
Early in His mortal ministry, Jesus became concerned about the commitment of His followers. He had just fed the 5,000, 17 then had taught them the doctrines of the kingdom. But some had murmured, “This is an hard saying; who can hear it?” 18 Even after He had fed them, many lacked the faith to endure with Him. He turned to the Twelve and said, “Will ye also go away?
“Then Simon Peter answered him, Lord … thou hast the words of eternal life.
“And we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God.” 19
Peter’s answer defines the real core of commitment. When we know without a doubt that Jesus is the Christ, we will want to stay with Him. When we are surely converted, the power to endure is ours.
This power to endure is critical in those two most important relationships we enter into in life. One is marriage; the other is membership in the Lord’s Church. These are also unique in that they are both covenant—not contractual—relationships.
Marriage—especially temple marriage—and family ties involve covenant relationships. They cannot be regarded casually. With divorce rates escalating throughout the world today, it is apparent that many spouses are failing to endure to the end of their commitments to each other. And some temple marriages fail because a husband forgets that his highest and most important priesthood duty is to honor and sustain his wife. 20 The best thing that a father can do for his children is to “love their mother.” 21
President Gordon B. Hinckley made a statement recently that each Latter-day Saint husband should heed: “Magnify your [wife],” he said, “and in so doing you will magnify your priesthood.” 22 To his profound advice we might couple the timeless counsel of Paul, who said, “Let every one of you … love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.” 23 Enduring love provides enduring lift through life’s trials. An enduring marriage results when both husband and wife regard their union as one of the two most important commitments they will ever make.
The other commitment of everlasting consequence is to the Lord. 24 Unfortunately, some souls make a covenant with God—signified by the sacred ordinance of baptism—without a heartfelt commitment to endure with Him. Baptism is an extremely important ordinance. But it is only initiatory. The supreme benefits of membership in the Church can only be realized only through the exalting ordinances of the temple. These blessings qualify us for “thrones, kingdoms, principalities, and powers” 25 in the celestial kingdom.
The Lord can readily discern between those with superficial signs of activity and those who are deeply rooted in His Church. This Jesus taught in the parable of the sower. He observed that some “have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word’s sake, immediately they are offended.” 26
Loyalty to the Lord carries an obligation of loyalty to those called by the Lord to lead His Church. He has empowered that men be ordained to speak in His holy name. 27 As they guide His unsinkable boat safely toward the shore of salvation, we would do well to stay on board with them. 28 “No waters can swallow the ship where lies / The Master of ocean and earth and skies.” 29
Nevertheless, some individuals want to jump “out of the boat” before reaching land. And others, sadly, are persuaded out by companions who insist that they know more about life’s perilous journey than do prophets of the Lord. Problems often arise that are not of your own making. Some of you may innocently find yourselves abandoned by one you trusted. But you will never be forsaken by your Redeemer, who said, “I, the Lord, am bound when ye do what I say.” 30
Without a strong commitment to the Lord, an individual is more prone to have a low level of commitment to a spouse. Weak commitments to eternal covenants lead to losses of eternal consequence. Laments later in life are laced with remorse—as expressed in these lines:
For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: “It might have been!” 31
We are speaking of the most important of all blessings. The Lord said, “If you keep my commandments and endure to the end you shall have eternal life, which gift is the greatest of all the gifts of God.” 32
Each of you who really wants to endure to the glorious end that our Heavenly Father has foreseen should firmly establish some personal priorities. With many interests competing for your loyalty, you need to be careful first to stay safely “on the boat.” No one can serve two masters. 33 If Satan can get you to love anything—fun, flirtation, fame, or fortune—more than a spouse or the Lord with whom you have made sacred covenants to endure, the adversary begins to triumph. When faced with such temptations, you will find that strength comes from commitments made well in advance. The Lord said, “Settle this in your hearts, that ye will do the things which I shall teach, and command you.” 34 He declared through His prophet Jeremiah, “I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be my people.” 35
When priorities are proper, the power to endure is increased. And when internalized, those priorities will help keep you from “going overboard.” They will protect you from cheating—in marriage, in the Church, and in life.
If you really want to be like the Lord—more than any thing or anyone else—you will remember that your adoration of Jesus is best shown by your emulation of Him. Then you will not allow any other love to become more important than love for your companion, your family, and your Creator. You will govern yourself not by someone else’s set of rules but by revealed principles of truth.
Your responsibility to endure is uniquely yours. But you are never alone. I testify that the lifting power of the Lord can be yours if you will “come unto Christ” and “be perfected in him.” You will “deny yourselves of all ungodliness.” And you will “love God with all your might, mind and strength.” 36
The living prophet of the Lord has issued a clarion call: “I invite every one of you,” said President Hinckley, “to stand on your feet and with a song in your heart move forward, living the gospel, loving the Lord, and building the kingdom. Together we shall stay the course and keep the faith.” 37
I pray that each of us may so endure and be lifted up at the last day, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
1. The word endure comes from two Latin roots. The prefix en means “within.” The remainder comes from the verb durare, which means “to be firm or solid.” Thus, to endure means “to become firm within yourself.” That meaning carries into the original languages of the Bible.
In the Hebrew language of the Old Testament, the root word ’aman means “to render firm” or “to be faithful, to trust.” It was often translated as “faithful,” but never as “faith” alone. ’Aman meant more than faith. It was not a passive term; it meant “a firm resolve to be faithful.” ’Aman was also the Hebrew root for words that were translated into related terms, such as “verified,” “believe,” “long continuance,” “assurance,” “establish(ed),” “sure,” “trust,” “steadfast,” “stand fast,” and others.
In the Greek language of the New Testament, the verb hupoméno was used. It means “to remain,” “stay,” or “continue.” Hupo (or hypo) means “under,” as in hypodermic (“under the skin”) or hypothermia (“low temperature”). “To endure” connotes a commitment within one’s soul.
2. See Matt. 24:13; Mark 13:13; 2 Ne. 33:4; Omni 1:26; 3 Ne. 15:9; D&C 14:7; D&C 18:22; D&C 20:29. This promise has been confirmed by both our Father in Heaven and by the Lord Jesus Christ. From the great Elohim, we have this pronouncement: “The words of my Beloved are true and faithful. He that endureth to the end, the same shall be saved” (2 Ne. 31:15). And from the Savior, we have this promise: “Whoso repenteth and is baptized in my name shall be filled; and if he endureth to the end, … him will I hold guiltless before my Father at that day when I shall stand to judge the world” (3 Ne. 27:16).
3. 1 Ne. 13:37; see also Mosiah 23:22; Alma 13:29; Alma 36:3; Alma 37:37; Alma 38:5; 3 Ne. 27:21–22; Ether 4:19; D&C 5:35; D&C 9:14; D&C 17:8; D&C 75:16. For additional emphasis, scriptures teach the negative consequences of disobedience to this commandment. For example, “If they will not repent and believe in his name, and be baptized in his name, and endure to the end, they must be damned; for the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, has spoken it” (2 Ne. 9:24; see also 2 Ne. 31:16; Morm. 9:29).
4. See D&C 130:20–21.
5. This demonstration of Bernoulli’s principle in physics was first shown to the author on 17 August 1996 by Elder Norman C. Boehm, then an Area Authority of the Church residing in Sacramento, California.
6. The law of lift is at work whenever airplanes fly. It is a “component of the total aerodynamic force acting on an airfoil or on an entire aircraft or winged missile perpendicular to the relative wind and normally exerted in an upward direction, opposing the pull of gravity” (American Heritage Dictionary [1982], s.v. “lift.”
7. Author unknown, “Stick to Your Task,” in Best-Loved Poems of the LDS People, ed. Jack M. Lyon and others (1996), 255–56.
8. In his 95th year, President Joseph Fielding Smith publicly expressed the hope that he would be able “to endure to the end in this life” (in Conference Report, Oct. 1970, 92; or Improvement Era, Dec. 1970, 27). He who served so faithfully and well all of his days provided a model for all of us to follow.
9. See JS—H 1:20, 22–24, 27, 58, 60–61, 74.
10. The pioneers were driven from Ohio to Missouri to Illinois and finally to the valley of the Great Salt Lake.
11. The early pioneers were forced out of Missouri under threat of an order signed by Missouri’s governor directing that the “Mormons must be treated as enemies and must be exterminated or driven from the state” (History of the Church, 3:175).
12. In 1887, the Congress of the USA took the unprecedented step of eliminating the Church’s legal existence by revoking its corporate charter and authorizing federal receivers to assume ownership of virtually all of the Church’s property and other assets, including its most sacred houses of worship—temples—in Logan, Manti, St. George, and Salt Lake City (see The Late Corporation of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints v. United States, 136 U.S. 1 [1890]).
13. 2 Tim. 4:7.
14. See 3 Ne. 27:13.
15. See Moses 1:39.
16. John 17:4; emphasis added. See also John 4:34.
17. See Matt. 14:21; Matt. 16:9; Mark 6:44; Mark 8:19; Luke 9:14; John 6:10.
18. John 6:60.
19. John 6:67–69.
20. See D&C 42:22.
21. This statement has been made by many leaders of the Church. For example, see Howard W. Hunter, “Being a Righteous Husband and Father,” Ensign, Nov. 1994, 50; David O. McKay, as quoted by Gordon B. Hinckley, “Reach Out in Love and Kindness,” Ensign, Nov. 1982, 77.
22. First session of member fireside conference in Lima, Peru, 9 Nov. 1996.
23. Eph. 5:33.
24. In addition, worthy men are privileged to qualify for the oath and covenant of the priesthood, which will bless all men, women, and children whom they serve (see D&C 84:33–48).
25. D&C 132:19.
26. Mark 4:17.
27. See D&C 1:38; D&C 21:5; D&C 68:4.
28. See Acts 27:30–31; 1 Ne. 18:21–23.
29. “Master, the Tempest Is Raging,” Hymns, no. 105.
30. D&C 82:10.
31. John Greenleaf Whittier, “Maud Muller,” The Complete Poetical Works of Whittier (1892), 48.
32. D&C 14:7. The Prophet Joseph included this concept of endurance in the thirteenth article of faith: “We have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things.”
33. See Matt. 6:24.
34. JST, Luke 14:28.
35. Jer. 31:33.
36. Moro. 10:32.
37. “Stay the Course—Keep the Faith,” Ensign, Nov. 1995, 72; emphasis added.
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Welcome to my Teepee



Symbolism, like art, is the language of the spirit. 

I call symbolism the “language of not so many words” 

Have you ever gone on a vacation and brought home a special souvenir?   A souvenir is a symbol, because  when you look at it you will see the experience and the memories.

Looking at my teepee you  see pictures, but if you look more deeply you may see life.  If I was to say to you, “everyone lives in a teepee and travels through life in a covered wagon”  you would not know what I meant, but I know what it means to me.  I could say “the fire gives off light” and you would agree, yes, at night around a nice campfire there is light, but I might be referring to the refiners fire, or the challenges in life that burn. 

So, welcome to my teepee. Step inside with me. 

The teepee itself is symbolic of life’s eternal round, with the conduit to heaven always open. 

Life goes in cycles, round and round again, each time we gain knowledge and understanding, and so we think we are a great explorer, discovering a new path. 

I believe that at some point in everyone’s life there will be a pivotal point where your past will catch up to your present and your life will be played as a panorama before you and you will pause to take a look at the vision before taking another step into your future.  


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